08.14.02 - 12:32 pm
well here i am again.
debating a few things.
on my list of debates (since promoting lists on diaryland is evidentally very effective):
1. what to change my diaryland to look like. (do i create one with adobe and notepad... or do i go for a template...)
2. what to have for lunch.
3. how to fix the back speakers in my car... cause i can't ever push myself to sit down and get them to work. i mean.. if it makes sound, who cares?
4. i'm making this compilation cd.. haha.. i'm kidding. i'm not.
5. when to call russell. see... check this out. we have a band again. heh. i keep saying this all the time. i need ideas for a name. we play ... well, we can't be defined. as soon as we record... which should be in the next week or so. i'm going to post my mp3 on the internet somehow.. probably through mp3.com... but then again, i've heard bad things about that place.
my stomach is making weird noises. does that ever happen to you? it's not growling.. cause you can feel it growl. it's just making these.. painful little moans. maybe i pissed it off.
i was talking with amanda last night about diaryland. i told her i was going to make her put an entry down just for the sake of putting an entry down, but hell, what's the use. if that girl busted open that can of everything she's been through on here, it'd take years for her to get it all out in the open, and i'm sure it'd make her feel weird. she can't accept this form of communication. she says it's unnatural. well, what way isn't? besides talking face to face and body language (my favorite type). those are the only two "natural" forms of communication. the rest is well.. actually, all of them are man-made. nevermind, i suppose she thinks we should be telepathic.
that would fucking suck. cause there's always that undefined barrier in your head about what to say to someone, and what not to say to someone.. so if you talked telepathically, who's to say one of those thoughts that go through your mind, such as, "you know i really wanna have sex with you - right now, i don't care if we just met" what if one of THOSE thoughts slipped out... you know? then it'd all be weird, and you'd have to run away. but she could always find you, because all she has to do is go to www.yourmind.com and log in or whatever. people couldn't lie... heh. that'd be cool. i could deal with that. it would get rid of a few minor problems in our world today, 1. deceipt, 2. god, 3. UFO's
i would say, i'm sorry to be so offensive, but this is my diaryland, so fuck it. (and this is exactly what i tried to explain to amanda.. and she just didn't get it) that power to just talk... and not worry about anyone responding with e-mails like, "i know where you live, and i'm coming for you. with the christian coalition." or they'll probably say, "how can you say that, it's so... unnatural"
