06.07.02 - 8:26 am
i'm thinking that
maybe if i look out into the street and see past the red van
that maybe the street itself will open up and consume everything around me
and finally tear down that broken street lamp that never really lit
much of anything, anyway,
and
then it'd rip the earth around me and roar and hiss with
a horrific intent and almost deafen me, and the misty rain
would keep faling farther into the black hole that tore
itself into my front lawn (but at this point, still hadn't taken the trash)
and ripped from every corner of the earth until i could see her face
in the mist just barely beyond where the lightpost used to stand
and do nothing but stand, and i stood and did nothing but stood
until she came closer into past the black hole and towards me
and i could see and feel everything i had always hoped
that i would when i saw her and
i was in love.
