02.06.02 - 10:34 pm
i really want to make things work again.. i really think that these "start-up" gitters will fade away.. it gets so intense sometimes, so overwhelming, i don't know how to handle it... but i stay. and i don't run from it, and even if i don't say anything about it then, i'm thinking it later.. for 3 times as long as it would take to talk about it.... i don't ask myself if i made the wrong decision, but does she? it makes me very sad...
