05.17.04 - 10:22 pm
Sometimes I feel like I have a disease in my head. It�s not airborne, or passed with a sneeze, by shaking hands or sharing fluids. Just there, and it's always been there. Implanted deep into the soft curls of my brain tissue, deep into whatever electric impulses trigger who I am, or who I�ve been.
Now that I�ve said that...
She�s become a bone in my body. Sure, there are a lot of anesthetics out there to ease the pain, or even put me to sleep, but all in all, when she's gone, I�m going to notice, and it will hurt, and I will be deformed in some way and my nerves will always tingle with sensation, never letting me forget how things were. I wonder if things will ever be different, or even scarier, if things can ever be normal again. Such is the treachery of our universe and all of its magnificent versatility.
