10.25.02 - 2:59 pm
i really understand why people would want to oppose the rules in our world. i understand we're limited and drowned away from life. sooner or later it comes around to everyone "damning the system". we're all stuck in it. well. here we are, at least. in america.
in the civilized world.
we'll all sooner or later, and at one point or another, and occasionally possibly speak out against all these rules and regulations that keep us away from the real "danger" and the real "excitement" in life. i feel the same way. and i do voice out against it. but... i was thinking really hard today after reading a diaryland. about all this. and i thought... that's just the way people are. no matter what form of institution we are living under. we'll always complain about it. we'll always fight it. and you know what, it makes us feel good. and it makes us feel different.
that's the point of it all. it has always happened, before the speed limits.. before the property lines.. before modern life. but you know, i really don't feel sorry for myself.. and i don't feel sorry for anyone else. and i'll tell you why. even though there are all these regulations and rules surrounding me, but i choose to live with them. and so does everyone else. we could move. we could leave. we could go live in a jungle. we could become dangerous, and live in excitement... in our minds... in our voices.. in our hate against this system that we so wholeheartedly accept everyday of our lives... because despite all those rules and everything else.. it's comfortable. and it's safe. and being in danger, and being excited only makes you happy when you live through it. i believe everyone has a chance in life. i believe everyone is equal. and in order to be that way, there has to be limiting rules. or else those cheaters will always win.
