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08.10.02 - 1:16 pm

okay... celebrity weddings. i'm going to touch on this subject. i'm going to go where no one has boldly gone before. i have a few issues with celebrities. one of them is the marriage part. it's all publicity.. and it's disgusting to see two good actors form BS vows to one another for the sake of their own financial future. isn't that what marriage is all about? financial future? i pity those beautiful people, marrying other beautiful people. i can't imagine living in vain - living every moment for myself, and finding out in the end that all my ideas crop and circle (i thank you) around one injustly idiotic fact ... i am only on screen and nothing more. i pity them. they must have the most boring marriages... i mean, sure they spend all this fucking money on all these people to be there, and all this good food, and all these silver/platinum/gold objects to just randomly place, stewing in their own titanium pot of wealth and vanity. and some of them even have the nerve to publicize it... god forbid they ever invite me, cause i'm leaving with my pockets full. and when they catch me, they'll know i'm just like them. you come in with good intention and you leave with all the cash. and for what? just to be there.

misalocation of money in this country... but you know, i love movies, and i love actors.. and all that goopy stuff. who doesn't? if anyone says they don't, they probably have curly hair, go to coffee shops and write terrible poetry about the one true love that slipped through their fingers because they were too goddamned intellectual to understand love anyway.. and now, a year later it's finally hitting them about how really stupid and little their life is. and they become... not intellectuals, they're beyond that. they're poets. hah.

so anyway.. i've seen way too much MTV for my own good.. it almost swallows my brain when i watch it, and have to dig around for it when i'm done. i pray for those who believe in hollywood... it's theft in the most innocent sense. but we're all in love with it. so disregard all that was read.

 

 

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