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07.13.04 - 5:03 pm

yeah.

so we're all destined to become what we hate, because in all actuality we pay most attention to the things we hate. unless we're ghandi. which i'm not... anywhere remotely close to that... but i try to be as humble and mindful of the positive aspects in life as much as possible.

a little bit about me: um, ok. sigh.

thought i wasn't moving to florida, but now i think i am. still not 100% positive because these student loan people are shady. i am, however, 100% excited to move. it's what i've been dreaming of for over a year now. i think it has to happen at this point. i still haven't told the band yet. they're all really excited about us playing our first show next month, but....... without a drummer.........

so that will be more difficult than actually moving down to florida alone. (and being alone). seperating from all my friends will ultimately suck. let's see what happens.

i stink. shower time. i think i'm going out tonight. that consists of meeting up with people, saying "i'm not going to drink that much, because i don't have that much money" and then getting really drunk and spending all my money. at least i realize what i'm going to do before i do it. some don't even consider it.

so, okay. yeah, bullshit words of corporate wisdom that i'll somehow always remember (like a bad scar):

you're not fully clean until you're zest-fully-clean.

fuck it.

 

 

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